Author: iamjinger

  • What is the truth?

    If we acknowledge that we are all one. But just split into fractals of God. Then we must also acknowledge we are all standing on opposite sides of the room, witnessing an elephant, and only painting one side of the story. So…the truth of what is to be human, cannot be painted by one person. […]

  • The answer stops everything

    The sky is a violent purple. And Jinger’s red fiery hair is billowing as the wind flows strongly. I always feel worlds away from who she is. And sometimes, I wonder how she can be me and I..be her. “Why do you seek answers constantly? She asks. “I don’t know. My mind is constantly full […]

  • Human design – the science of differentiation

    From the blog – Link Ra suggested that the great disease of the world is self-hatred. Self-hatred is not always obvious to us but can be there at the root of all kinds of surface behaviors and attitudes. It is often engendered by the conditioning we encounter early in life that contradicts what is naturally […]

  • The process of de-conditioning and letting go

    I feel really supported in Singapore, and it definitely feels like big things are happening. Marco and I are very grateful to have such great friends in Singapore, we have a community that is supportive and for me, I feel happy to find like-minded people. People who are interested in the same things as me. […]

  • We are always in Spirit

    How do we know we live in ‘reality’? The next time we dream, pay attention to the dreamscape, to the landscapes of your dream. Pay attention to the colour of the skies, the smells, sounds, textures of the environment. Pay close attention to who you are – are you…You? Or are you someone else? The […]

  • I’m writing again (finally)

    After going through a very dark day, I emerged from that day with a little ceremony to honour the dark. It was also a chance for me to let go more of what doesn’t align in my path anymore. “Let go, let go, let go. So you can transform.” Jinger whispered to me. Previously, whenever […]

  • Surrender to the dark

    I don’t dream of Gideon at all. In fact, he’s like a stranger to me. I don’t think I ever truly knew him, and I probably married a persona of his, not the real him. But somehow, even though I haven’t spent any time at all with Marianne, she triggers me so much. If I […]

  • It’s important to dig the seeds out

    WHY go through this dark night of the soul?? Because seeds germinate whereever they find the right conditions to. And if we don’t dig around enough to find the parasitic plants, the rest of the garden suffers. The rest of the flowers that are supposed to bloom don’t get to. I haven’t felt this heavy […]

  • Narrating my own life

    I’ve been instructed to go back to the dungeons and meet the dark night of my soul because apparently, there’s more healing to be done. And so, I opened up the court documents today for the first time in 2+ years. Jane did this. Jane did that. She left this out. She intentionally did that. […]