I don’t think my heart will ever recover

These days, I wonder if it was you I loved, or the idea of you that I stayed in love with.

If I made a list of reasons why we were never gonna work out, it’s a long one. Somehow I just can’t understand why we were ever so attracted to each other in the first place.

But I’m doing that thing again aren’t I? The thing where we go over every single detail of the past and try to pin fault on an element, completely out of our control.

It doesn’t matter why I fell in love with you. And when I think about you, it annoys me how much I still irritatingly feel an ache. Where does it come from? Why is it so valid?

I suppose the reasons don’t matter so much.

The letting go matters more.

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