Month: March 2021

  • Wait – is this really happening?!

    It didn’t hit me when I was packing my bags. It didn’t hit me while I was saying goodbye to friends and family. It didn’t even hit me during the 13-hour flight from Singapore to Amsterdam. It probably hit me for the first time…….In the toilet stalls of Amsterdam – when I made an amusing […]

  • Transition

    Yesterday I had a conversation with someone really close to me. And as I was trying to explain how I’ve been feeling recently, he said certain things that suddenly triggered some tears. These few weeks, I couldn’t put my finger on why I felt a particular sadness. Perhaps not sadness, but a feeling of nostalgia. […]

  • “I don’t belong here”

    The last few weeks have been interesting to observe. The general observation I make of myself, is that I don’t want to be here. But why? I’m really happy for my friends. They’re doing well, pursuing goals in their careers, getting married, having children. When I think of every single one of my friends, I […]